I'm in precisely the same situation, GreedyFly. I've made several attempts to mend the situation, but, so far, I have not heard a single word back from him. It really hit me hard to lose my best friend, but after this much time, I have come to the conclusion that, if he's not willing to talk to me after all this time, then he wasn't that great a friend after all, because real friends should be able to talk things through. I hope that this isn't the case, but I can't hold my breath and wait any longer. Want a new best friend? ;o)