The Great Pretender !!!

[stevie1time]

We know the song,some have seen the advert!!! Oh yes,im the great pretender,pretending that im doing well,my need is such,i pretend too much,im lonely but no one can tell,pretending that im doing well !!! I am here on my p.c,writing this question,i am not alone,four of my kids are with me this wknd,my youngest son Max who is 6,has 7/8 of my bed,i have a great job,im my own boss,i drive a big **** off porsche,i have a great circle of friends,i can do basically what i please...So why do i feel so sad,ok,ive been a bad partner/husband(not been married)all that is in the past,i am a changed man,my ex's,the mothers of my kids have moved on,they have met other people and are living their lives,my kids are happy..Yet,here i am feeling as though i am missing out..I suppose this question goes out to all the blokes who have been ******** in their lives to the persons that love them the most..What i am trying to say is that,in all honesty,i reckon i will be on my tod for the rest of my days,because i cant see me being with or living that loving couple life at all,as though ive resolved my days to waitng till my kids fly the nest and hope for the best after that..I am waffling...in the short and narrow,i feel as though,thats it mate,your on your own now,make the best of it,all those years of ******* about have added up to this..**** ay it..oh well at least i got my nippers,few more years left there,maybe things and thoughts will change eh!!

[hau kola]

Hey stevie,what you doing wallowing,i thought i told you to get yourself out with your mates?

[toddpeters]

W M, calm down, stop drinking all the time and get some real friends.
Maybe you posted this while you were drunk and depressed but just keep good company around you and you will be fine.