Theland - // Where I fail is dealing with the constant and abrasive questions and comments from committed atheists who only post to stir up controversy for their own entertainment and to massage their own ego. //
No, where you fail is not recognising the set up here.
The atheists put up a fraction of the threads started on this site, only nailit regularly asks probing questions.
The fervents however, post questions and say they invite responses, and then get snitty when the responses are not to their choosing, and then say they welcome questions, when clearly they absolutely do not at all.
Others post yards of C & P'd scripture and never participate further, heaven forfend that they should actually get involved in discussing their beliefs.
You in particular bang on about your beliefs, and then get aggressive with people who provide legitimate challenges, then you stoke your martyr fires, then you invite questions, like some sort of biblical groundhog day.
You claim to be happy in your beliefs, but your behaviour indicates anything but.
Every day you are on here handwringing about 'exploring this' and 'thinking about that' as though the entire weight of Christian dogma rests on your shoulders.
While you fervents post, we atheists will question, but as people who are actually are happy in our non-beliefs, if this section stopped over night, I doubt if the atheists would miss it for a moment.
The fervents however would have no platform from which to preach, condemn, patronise, insult and evade as they all do on a daily basis.
If this is how your faith makes you happy, you are absolutely welcome to it, and all your endless going round in circles over years has done is convince me even more that I want no part of it, ever.