Hi sosad,
You can't put a time on when you will get over it, it will take as long as it takes, it is like a form of bereavement, but can feel worse at times because they are still alive but not in your life, I haven't got lots of wise words to comfort you ,but ,and iknow everybody says it,it will ge easier but you will hurt for a long time,emotional scars cut very deep, bruises fade far quicker, once you have accepted it is completely over you can start very slowly to rebuild your confidence and you life, might help you to start going to an evening class or finding a new hobby, just make sure you look after yourself, take care, and look forward, "No future in the past", Ray