Need Help Sorting Something Out, Please Help Me. Mental Help, Spiritual Help, Something Please.?

[Mynameisrobert]

Hello my name is Robert and i m 15 years old. For the last year and a half I haven t known whats going on with me. I have been imagining a lot of things and they are taking over my life. about a year and a half ago I started seeing shadows travel around me and figure showing up everywhere. they are everywhere I go and I don t know how to get rid of them. I always feel like somewhere is watching me all times during the day. I am starting to get really scared and writing this makes me feel more scared. I feel like because of writing this someone is going to hurt me. I feel sane but at the same time I can t tell whats real anymore and its hard to find the real path to follow. these thoughts and feelings have cause a huge impacted in my life. They have made my grades drop, my girlfriend break up with me, and I just feel like i m alone in this equation of my life. Here the scariest and biggest part of this stress I ve been going through. for about 5 months I have been seeing two of me. not just hearing two people in my head seeing a replica of myself. He seems so real and talks like a normal human would. But there is evil in him, everything I do he says is bad and he is always telling me to do bad things like drop out of school, kill myself, kill my family. It s starting to scare me. At this point I can t even tell who is the real me. as I am writing this he is standing next to me staring down at me with a look of anger. I can t tell you how scared I am for my sanity. Plz Help! I just need some advice.

[Mamyalynne]

Eddie, A Mod can usually see a Spam post for what it is - the one you mentioned has gone hasn't it?


Apologies if my reply was lacking.


Apologies also to Robert for digressing on your thread.

[Mamyalynne]

I was referring to the one Eddie mentioned in Business in his reply @23.09.

[RandyMarsh]

Does the other you only appear when you are on your own?

[Eve]

Sorry Eddie, I must admit I don't know much about the US healthcare system. So what happens to people who can't pay, say someone underage or too poor? Isn't there somewhere they can go for treatment if they can't afford healthcare plans like special clinics?

Also, if there is likely to be an issue so Robert knows, with him being only 15? Might come up with a better solution for him if we know more about the situation.

I'm sorry if I misled you at all Robert, most of us are in the UK on this forum and at least I don't know much about the US healthcare system.

That was my thought Divebuddy, they may already be aware that there are some issues and will be ok with helping Robert getting the extra help that he needs. I do hope so.

[Peter Pedant]

// I'm sorry if I misled yo/u at all Robert, most of us are in the UK on this forum and at least I don't know much about the US healthcare system. //

Robert - you are home schooled and may need some psychological help
and you are in the US - we are all in the England and have no idea how the system works in the US
You may be better off reposting on a US site

[sacha.86]

Thanks divebuddy

[Mynameisrobert]

It's been a while i'm back to talk. I never went to a GP Ii wass too scared to go. It's hard to gooo I feel like i'm ggoing to be judge. Its hard to explian if your not in my situation.