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Well, my fear is coming true. I recently moved back from NYC after performing professionaly for a year. I moved back for several small reasons, but the big one was for my boyfriend of almost 6 years. Im 24 and he's 27. I love him but he doesn't want me to perform professionally. I started having anxiety attacks so intense that I throw up. The first one was at a baby shower, and the second was at a wedding. I feel like Im trying to live this life that just isn't for me, but Im trying to force myself because it's soooo safe. Here at home I have my bf who has a house, a great job, money, I have my family here, a steady job..blah blah blah and yet Im going NUTS inside. I want to be happy here but I just can't seem to stop thinking about going back to perform. If I go back to perform then I know it will end, and that leaves me very scared. I have always been independent and VERY confident..but now Im not.
I really don't have a question per-say, I just need some words of wisdom. Thank you.
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For more on marking an answer as the "Best Answer", please visit our FAQ.Thank you for sharing that advice parkesquay. I don't want giving up on my dreams to be a regret becuase I've worked to hard.
That was one of the reasons why I moved back, because I didn't see my family often at all. You are right, it would help me to see them more, and I think they will start to make more of an effort to get to NYC if I ask. Thank you xx