Imagine a circle.
Everything we know is within the circle.
Everything we don't know is outside of the circle.
The circumference represents the question we are in the process of answering, the problems we are solving.
So, if God in your knowledge and experience does not confront you within the circle of your knowledge, how can you know definitively that the proof of God exists outside of the circle of knowledge?
I have not articulated this very well but you get my drift.
So, do you accept the possibility that God exists, and that science has not ruled Him out?
Whilst I can't as anything's possible, it seems rather a long shot.
Science rarely rules out much. Theories are enhanced with new knowledge, but on rare occasions what was thought so is overthrown by a new, better explanation. But, "A God did it", doesn't sound the revelation you're looking for, or that we're likely to find.
I looked for God with an open mind many years back, if he exsists at all, he's a mischievous little so and so and went into hiding. I still have the open mind but no longer the desire to find him, only so much rejection a Man can take.
Latest thinking I think I understand is that there are no fundamental particles to constitute materialism, but only quantum fields that coalesce into particles, atoms, molecules and elephants.
Sean Carrol has many good videos on YouTube on this. He is at the forefront of quantum research.
He thinks the universal fields are eternal.
So, quantum field / spiritual dimension?
Something to think about?