i feel abit bad. this isnt really a question I just needed someone to talk to. i feel as though iv been a real bitch and i didnt wanna be. I broke up with my boyfriend who id been going out with for a year and a half and I then slept with me boss who is 27 and im 16.. hmm. i feel really bad. as if iv messed everything up. i do think i still love him but he lives so far away. iv had too much vodka. i do hope people are still online. i want to change how i am i just dont know how. i seem to just say stuff to people and i think it makes them not like me or think im not a serious person. i joke too much and i think i say things without thinking. my ex still loves me and my boss really likes me. i dont know what to do. i dont really need advice. just needed to say all this. i feel so bad. i may cry that might help... or i could have more vodka? sorry if you read this and thought it was boring. xx
nah. will talk to my sister maybe. never mind i dont think i will either. people dont really understand but i suppose u need to know the person to know their true feelings. i really do believe he likes me and im not just being some niave teenager. i believe he does. he must cos of how hes being. thanks for your help everyone. im really not stupid i overthink stuff andi know how people feel cos i make sure i do. xxxx