Whiffey, i have a real beauty of a plant which gives me around 25 chillies 2-3 times a year depending on how sunny it is in winter. I haven't pollenated my last lot of chillies so the seeds are no good, even though they have wonderful scarlet red membranes, real scorchers! When the next lot of flowers come through i'll pollenate them (pls excuse my typing, im pished, lol) and send you some seeds to grow your own plants with full instructions?
And pine away, it does your soul the world of good, even if it hurts at the time x