No. My mother gave birth to me, and I grew up knowing exactly who I was! I asppreciated what I had, and didn't bother about what I hadn't. I know exactly what I'm doing, and where I'm going, and the bits in betwen are there to put down to experience. if nothing ever changes from now on, I'll just thank my lucky stars for my lovely family & friends, and carry on regardless.
Oh I love Shameless missed it tonight because I have been on here. Me and mrpuss have this dream that we will buy a state of the art camper van and drive off into the far blue yonder. This dream is still possible but I have a couple of aged cats and can't leave them for very long, but it is still plan A plan B has yet to be decided. The thing is that we know that its now or never as the nursing home looms large and I do not want to be sat in a chair by a window not knowing who I am or what day it is.
As I end another day shaking rubble out of my bra and showering away a layer of dust, I know I am where I am, doing what I am doing, because I chose it. Not many get to choose.
No harm in thinking even better may be coming along tho.
i thought i had it all sorted out until a near death experience last year....realised i didnt know who i was or why i was here..and worst of all made me realise how much more i wanted to do.....the future?...
I have been in the same place,doing the same thing for a few years now-that is a kind of security,I suppose. But I have been feeling restless lately,so maybe it is time for a change. I just need to decide what kind.I am not discontent with what I have.....but??