You don't believe in God, but then you talk about your God, you're not an atheist, you have had spiritual experiences, but you're not a spiritualist, you believe in ghosts and by point of fact you know they exist, but personal experience is not proof, but you don't need someone else to tell you what to believe or how to interpret your events, truth can only be found in verifiable scientific proof, but if you don't agree with it then you say it's just your opinion, aliens helped form the genesis of creation and all of this is more logical than any other idea, the only thing that surpasses your disbelief in anything is your ability to express your disbelief in everything, if you could just face roughy one way, if you could after one of your polemics of contrariness care to divulge your belief/idea then at least the recipient of your wisdom has something to contemplate or reject. That is a fair exchange of views, is it not?
You talk in riddles, you flip flop around going hell for leather on whichever way you're facing that day, you're ambiguity is legendary, I said it to you a long time ago you should be in politics but the only thing stopping you is you're ability to take a gate at any little sleight or percieved insult even when it's tongue in cheek.
I'd have said offence, but if you took offence you'd have nothing to sit on.