carliex-- sorry to read of your problems -- you have been given good advice by others .So do it please.Does your GP /health centre whatever not have a mother and baby clinic to which you could take the little one , if there
was it would be a way of getting the baby checked regularly , getting advice , and meeting other mums .You sound a bit on your own at the moment , and probs can seem greater when you have no-one to talk to.Your HV should be able to help as well.About the bruise , if you are really worried then Gp , or A&E , to get it checked.How do you think it happened.???