Praying is just another word for begging!! I want I want I want, guess what, you wont get nothing by praying, certaily not in this world and it is the only world. Make the most of it.
Keyplus .. you are showing just the slightest symptoms of paranoia. Naomi was not trying to destroy you, she was trying (but failed unfortunately for you) to let a small glimmer of enlightenment into your life. I sometime disagreed with her but admired her fighting spirit and reliance on logical reasoning and ability to think for herself.