Yes, I can see your dilemma. Maybe you just have to hang in there until you've completed ICAI so that you have another string to your bow and a fall-back position. But longer term, the thought of being stuck in a career you don't enjoy for the next 40 years is a real waste of your life,even if it's well paid so like lady-p-gold I'd advise you to join a Creative Writing class as soon as your studies permit. You'll probably find it a stimulating activity and will undoubtedly receive some constructive feedback as to your abilities. This will probably fire you up to try some freelance writing which will probably never be as well paid as accountancy, so I guess you have another serious decision to make about future financial priorities and lifestyle. But writing/editing etc in a professional capacity is a very difficult career to break into, which is why some freelance success first might be the best route. Good luck, but don't burn any bridges just yet !