Hi Sibs, that's not like you, I'm 63 now, which is not old by any standards, and it's just a number, a physical fact, no way am I going to be 63 in any other way, it just doesn't fit in with my plans to grow old disgracefully. Got an Op. due in the next 10 days, not ill, just a bit of maintenance, laid up for a week or three, then up and at 'em! Whatever's getting to you, meet it head-on if you can, let it know you're in charge, things/people can only get to you if you let them (I know parents can be difficult at times) you need to be positive with yourself as well as them and you'll get through it. Good Luck!