Yesterday Afternoon

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a polish man hung himself in one our subways in our village. I didn't know this person, but i feel terrible, i want to sob. Why do i feel like this when i don't know this person? I feel these polish people are being exploited in my village, by the local businessmen making them work for a very measly wage, barely covering their bills/rent. I feel so sad, i am still sat her in my pjs, i am struggling to come to terms with this. He came to this country to better himself and improve quality of life for his family, and what does he do?? complete devastation for the loved ones he has left behind.

Sorry for sharing this, i had no one else to talk to, and if i tell my hubby how i'm feeling, he will just get paranoid.

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Everything I said is right. Also I wouldn't make assumptions without knowing some facts. Please don't hijack this post by arguing.

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I don't mean to be rude. I would sob, I just came back from school assembly and the headteacher said " please take a moment to reflect " I swear I don't know how, but I managed to compose myself and not break down. Mamya, I agree we see and hear about this everyday, but it always feels worse when it happens on your doorstep.

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Mickey-thank you. I understand what you mean. Thankfully no one has been that mean to make anti immigration comments. What ever race etc a human is human and its so so sad that anyone would see taking their own life as only option. :'(