cheating

[kirsten82]

I have been with my boyfriend for 2 1/2 years and I cheated on him quite a few times with this guy I had a major crush on last year. I never told him and I really don't want to lose him. I have now become very insecure that he will do the same thing to me, and I get very jealous of him talking to other girls. I know that if I tell him he will end our realtionship. I know I will never do it again. Please help