Hello legend,
I do wonder what it would have been like if I had stayed with the first girl I really loved, but it wasn't to be, so you do move on, there will allways be a place for her in my heart she was lovely and we are still in touch, but I could not be happier, I have a lovely wife and two great sons, but I will never forget my first love, I don't think anybody does, it goes very deep the first time you are hurt, and "The first cut really is the deepest" But the love I have for my wife is far deeper.