Baldric - //I have killed more than once in Action, we were trained how to do it, and taught how to deal with it, the second part works for some a but not everyone. I have never lost a moments sleep over those people, they would just have readily killed me.
That doesn't make me some kind of homicidal maniac, I am an easy-going family man with humour and compassion as my strong points and a better grasp of how to deal with life's stresses than a lot of folks. //
Glad you returned.
I would never suggest that anyone has to react to such appalling circumstances as killing someone in a certain way.
I would guess that it depends on the individual - some, and you are one, can accommodate what has happened, others may not be able to, ever.
But I am seriously wary of armchair warriors rubbing their hands together because I think the loss of any life is nothing to be proud of.
Death is a part of war, but that doesn't make it something to be gleeful about on here.