The thing is, Atheist and kuiperbelt, that I knew what I was getting myself into. I know what AB is like on this, or at least I know what the views are of several of the people who I've talked to since posting. Naomi for example can attest that we've talked about it, and at length, multiple times over the years, without ever seeing eye to eye on this subject.
That doesn't mean that I don't mind it, but it does mean that I knew what to expect. It would be nice to think that, being open and transparent about it (and I'm not hiding my previous identity on this site, even if I'm not being explicit about it), will have some effect on future conversations, with at least some people. Or possibly not. But in any case, as much as I appreciate the support, I can step in or not at my choosing -- I've reached the understanding within myself needed that the opinions of people I'll never meet won't shape me.
Actually, constantly telling me that I'm pretending to be something is probably counterproductive, if they were hoping to persuade me to "give up" on this "fantasy". But, in fairness, I don't think Naomi for example has ever meant to discourage me from being myself, per se, even if she disagrees on what I mean by that.