all religions are hypocritical, they ask people to accept beings which have no proven record. you have tried many, have you not discovered one thing that sets them apart, one thing that you could latch on to, i suspect not because for the majority of people the truth is within yourself, the truth that one day you will die, that you may well suffer in life, some don't, but many do, and many do so because of the imposition of their respective religions, note what is happening currently around the world, many religious differences, it may be tribal, but belief is belief, Muslim again Jew, Catholic against Protestant, tell me how these religions have benefited anyone, if you are comfortable in yourself as a human being that should be enough for anyone.