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who am I ? Where do I come from and where do I go when I die
are very reasonable questions,
and are asked more as we get older.
Clearly you are zomboso'd so far as religions are concerned and there arent very many more to whizz thro - Sikh, Zoaraster, and then you are down to the really carzy ones
You have been a betweenie so far, four times, Most of us stick with one and then if it doesnt fit, give up.
Honestly I dont think you have spent long enough on one,
let alone four
and perhaps it is time to recycle - I would start at Christianity (II) let us say and then if that still rubs, Islam (II). Sort 0f buy the book and this time read it.