//Are you now a Pagan, Nails?//
Nah!
Well tbh I do have leanings/sympathy towards traditional, indigenous beliefs that the Abrahamic faiths hijacked for their own.
Same as the Yule Festival (Christmas).
When I left evangelical Christianity, (which was a process, not an event) one of the first things for me was learning that the 'Christian Celebrations' of the church were not Christian at all...they were traditional pagan festivals under a new name.