Catron Since I was the subject of your discussion with Styley, and you were so arrogantly psychoanalysing me, your post demanded a response. In an effort to be co-operative, and because I, rather naively perhaps, imagined you'd be interested and intelligent enough to read and digest my thoughts, I attempted to give you an insight into how I began to discover another side of the bible - the side the priests don't tell us about. I also tried to explain that study and the accumulation of knowledge, from outside our normal sphere, can often open our eyes and show things in a different perspective. However, my efforts were clearly wasted since what I said is obviously completely beyond your comprehension.
Now you've come back with even more personal questions. I debate aspects of theology with people, but I don't ask them personal and intrusive questions, and neither do I ask them to 'prove' that they believe what they say they believe. That would be absolute nonsense - and yet again, you're talking absolute nonsense.
According to you, when people become Christians, they become more Christ-like, but it doesn't seem to have worked in your case, does it? You have this 'holier than thou' attitude, spouting on about God and love, but I don't know why because you patently don't practice what you preach. Quite frankly, I've never encountered anyone on R&S with quite such a bitter and malicious nature, and I honestly feel really very sorry for you. If you think, as you appear to, that you're a shining example of what a good Christian ought to be, then not only are you wrong, you're welcome to it. I'll stick with the genuinely honest atheists.
I still have no idea why my beliefs hold such fascination for you, but you've continued to make a fool of yourself for long enough, so let this be an end to it.