Will I Ever Be Able To Smoke Weed Again? And Whats Wrong With Me?

[cannalover22]

im 16 years old and diagnosed with OCD i took prozac from ages 12-15 at 15 i started smoking weed but i stopped couse my school almost cought me at 16 i started smoking again and it was great exept this time i was getting disconnected from myself and reality or at least getting paranoid that i am i kept comparing stuff i did before getting high to now and see if how the are recieved in my brain changed i also just feel something diffrent i dont feel real after consulting with an epert who told me im at risk of psycosis i stopped will i ever be able to smoke again? will it ever be like before i almost got cought back when i was 15? is it age related or is it just my mental backgroung? and is what im experiencing considered depersonlization or derialization?

[Zacs-Master]

'after consulting with an epert who told me im at risk of psycosis'

I think you've answered your own question.

[Old_Geezer]

You've been there, done that. Why return when you can investigate other life experiences instead ?

[Mamyalynne]

It obviously doesn't suit you, find a healthier,safer way to get a buzz.

[dannyk13]

Why on earth would you want after what you experienced with it before.

[Zacs-Master]

Psychological addiction, danny.

[ummmm]

You certainly don't want to develop psychosis. It's not pretty. I worked in a psychiatric hospital and quite a few were in with mental health issues due to smoking weed.

[maggiebee]

You have answered your own question here. Think you should be concentrating on your education.

[Chipchopper]

Quit while you're ahead.

[TheDevil]

The fact you're asking this question here, means that you should stop smoking weed.

[TheDevil]

"will it ever be like before i almost got cought back when i was 15?"

No.

"is it age related or is it just my mental backgroung?"

Both.

"and is what im experiencing considered depersonlization or derialization?"

That expert will know.

[emmie]

you can get paranoid with weed, and it can sometimes lead to psychosis, i would not be smoking it if i were you.

[rowanwitch]

Sounds like you are one of those people who could go on to full blown psychosis. I came across a few when nursing on a psychiatric ward. Sadly the young men had both developed a full on schizophrenic picture and were likely to remain in supported. Are the rest of their lives. What's out there now is far stronger. Do t be a victim please, you have given yourself a great chance to live a normal life. Trust me. If you look for them there are better things than a short term high.

[Canary42]

Stop now, or end up like Hayden Brown.

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-51107326

[jourdain2]

Why on earth would you want to go back to smoking drugs when they've done this to you? Ask yourself that question very seriously, please.

[beso]

Highly recommend you take up physical exercise. It releases endorphins which are a natural high that is more likely to help you than any drugs or weed.

[Samuraisan]

You should forget about taking drugs, ofcourse. And maybe concentrate on improving your enducation.