there's this boy. . .

[nix-j-c]

i think he's great . . . but he thinks we're just friends. and theres this girl who flirts with him. but she flirts with a coupleof other boys just as much. and they just hve a bit of fun together. but we have meaningful conversations with each other.

i've known him since last august. and at christmas i got him thorntons chocies. but i made an excuse up because i was really shy. and this easter i got him a thorntons easter egg. and he said 'you had a reason at christmas . . . kinda' 'but you havent this time.' and i said 'i knew you like thorntons chocolates and anyways my sister works there so she gives me a couple each easter to give to my friends.' - which is actually a lie because i was to shy to say the real reason. . .

what should i do now?

[nix-j-c]

i'm seeing him at cadets tonight.

cunning plan - do you think it will work.

1)get this girl who i can trust and tell her that when i give the signal he's got to call me over to her.

2)talk to the boy and say i think on monday i lied to you. he'll probably go - why what did you say.

3) when you asked me if i was attracted to you

4) he might say why what did you say and what did you mean to say

5) i give signal for girl to distract me by calling me over.

ps. i'm the duty senior rate so if i time it right i can get her to tell me to fall people in which means i bring everyone to attention which means they're silent.

now all i have to figure out is what i'm going to do at break time. - hide in toilets perhaps.