Depression, I Can't Deal With This :/

[MrFoley]

I hate to bring my problems to the internet but I am really struggling dealing with depression! had a really s*hit childhood, was abused both sexually and physically by my step dad who is now in prison after being found guilty for doing it to me and his sisters daughter.

It ripped my family apart, my own mother and brothers no longer talk to me because they all think we both lied :/ it's ripped my life in shreds and I really can't take feeling like this any more, I am only 23...

I sit typing this with tears dropping down my face :/