Dear Twirlgirl
I have only just seen yr post and would like to tell u how sorry I am to hear yr sad news. I went through exactly the same emotions as you last July when we lost our dear Tinker, who was a mere 16 yrs a baby in comparison to your Boo.
Even now 8 months later, the tears well up inside me, but please remember you are not alone in your grief, there are lots of people myself included who are here to help you.
my cat had a stroke, one minute he was running in doors from the garden and within half an hour he too lost the use of his legs and was in great pain. it was straight to the vet who assured us that he would not get better.
you have your memories, and u know what I did, I made Tinker a little garden where he used to lay in the summer, and at christmas I bought him a little christmas tree for his garden. I took photoes of the tree and I swear I can see my Tinkers face in the bottom of the tree. I have also received several reassurances that he is safe and not in any more pain. He is also here at home sometimes because my other cat senses it.
just get through every day, it will get better, and take care yourself.
lots of healing love xxxx