I understand your premise naomi24, I have considered the source of my religious, for want of a word experience.
Since childhood I searched for evidence of Gods existence. Read widely, concluded nothing except mans interpretations felt just wrong. My revelation came from deep within my own psyche. That of course could be interpreted as self delusional. It’s a personal experience, and I can only relate it inadequately. To my understanding I know God is love, and within us to find, or not. Just tried to help nails believe in the possibility of experiencing that intangible spiritual mystery.