mate seriously if you are honest that youve just started spending time with your twin daughters, then you should have stopped drinking. im not judging you as a father for anything in the past, but if you have kids at all drinking effects them as much as you. honestly my best friend when he was younger was a heavy drinker, getting peed alot and having a few fights. but when his son was born now 10, he forced himself to stop for his sons sake. over ten years later he hasnt touched a drop of booze and even stopped smoking for his family. maybe for your daughters sake you should do the same for them. as for going to prison now, i only hope that you can, if you are really genuine about you kids, can convice a judge that you will do anything for their sakes even if it means a alcohol treatment course, if you end up in prison or not.