Suicidal Thoughts- Im Ignoring Them But I Want Rid Of Them

[gordiescotland1]

Hi there the last few days I have been experiencing suicidal thoughts and racing thoughts I am trying to ignore them I dont know why I am experiencing them. I have no intention of acting on these thoughts. I dont know how to get rid of them. I am frightened of going to see my GP in case I am admitted to hospital straight away. But I want rid of them. I am not on any medication for the mind. So maybe I need to be

[pixie374]

Lots of us have, km and everyone is different. I had a time like baths, I couldn't leave the bedroom, let alone interact with anyone. I knew it wasn't logical, but couldn't stop it.

[pastafreak]

Please do not make the assumption that none of us have suffered....believe me,we have. I'd say at least 4-3 who've posted here.

[DTCwordfan]

so why not just button it and stay out of it?

Many with mental issues/depression/whatever do not think rationally as to their relationships with others, so it's not for you to criticise. All is that is requested is to give him some slack...... my experience as to a friend of mine is that some of your ex trained colleagues do have a sensitivity and brilliant handling of someone on the verge of suicide - your comments do not help in this case, I fear.

[kylesmum]

DTC...was that 'button it' aimed at me ?

[gness]

Crikey....to be in the depths of depression....look here for some help and support and be called rude......beggars belief.....I hope that post is removed.

[jourdain2]

Ditto, pastafreak. I was isolated in a remote farmhouse with a psychotic husband who abused and threatened to murder me - I was spiralling downwards in my loneliness and own thoughts. Online contact would have helped so much.

Bright side, I got out of it..... and met Mr. J2 :)

[DTCwordfan]

(this case here) and, just for the record, this has nothing to do with friction between us recently, cop, and your petty sidekick.

[DTCwordfan]

No km......it wasn't, though several of us obviously don't think that your comment was helpful, anything but.

[kylesmum]

DTC - was that 'button it ' aimed at me ?

[retrocop]

Perhaps some of the more gullible would like to volunteer their services with the Samaritans.
The genuine and the self pity seekers will soon be established with experience.

[kylesmum]

Who of the 'several' didn't think it helpful? I'd really like to tell them the side effects.

[pixie374]

I didn't think it was helpful. The side effects of what?

[gness]

So one needs to be gullible to work with The Samaritans?.....God help us but that is the most stupid thing you have ever posted!

[Mamyalynne]

I told Gordie I wouldn't post on his threads any more (after what I felt was unpleasant treatment) so apologies for breaking my word.


I can see where everyone is coming from here (both sides) - one thing is for sure , there will always be an abundance of help and care and people willing to either talk or just listen here on AB. As there will always be people who need that help.

This place saved me at one of the lowest times in my life and I give thanks for that.

[pixie374]

Me too... Or an ABer anyway. It isn't gullibility. If you've had it, you understand it. That's all.

[pastafreak]

Samaritans *gullible* ??...geezzz,I've never come across such merciless,hard-heartedness. OK if you can live with it,I suppose.

[Bathsheba]

ditto from me, mamya + pixie. 3, 4 + 5am can be the loneliest times ever,....but AB was here for me at those times.

[DTCwordfan]

stupid, plain stupid and beyond being asinine.

[pixie374]

Xx

[kylesmum]

If i was a really suspicious person i'd think I ws being targeted from the people who want to escape for the confines of AB...they still re-group back here with their tuppence worth though ;) I'm not suspicious though :)

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pixie374
I didn't think it was helpful. The side effects of what?////


Can't believe someone who I had down a pretty switched on has asked this. Right...i'll indulge.How does reaching rock bottom appeal to you? No way will I ever tell you, a stranger, my circumstances, but when I say ROCK bottom with 2 kids I don't jest. You can all surmise all you like, you can all try to 'better' me do what you want but I know , my kids know and that is ALL that matters to me. Feel for you ALL who have posted who have problems...it's tough, I won't ask... that would be very rude...and intrusive x