grasscarp, are you a deist? (in some way or more completely ?)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deism
And grasscarp, be aware of the dangers of allowing others to set the paradigm/what the debate is about/what the argument is ( eg. straw man, false trails, metaphysics, false paradigm, esotericism, false premises )
mibn2cweus has given you posts which use large amounts of assumptions which can lead to false premises... and remember, they cannot even agree on definitions for atheist and agnostic among themselves.