Love online

[Teddy_boy]

I have joined many online sites to find a partner. But personally i find that at 51 years old and after a divorce a few years back , its very diffficult to form a lasting relationship. Many of the women i have met are so busy in their own working life that they are only looking for casual encounters. Call me old fashioned but i set out looking for love and as of yet after 6 months im no nearer. Yes i have been intimate with women.And found it very enjoyable. But im starting to think that either the women dont want to commit and then change their current lifestyle , or perhaps im only good enough for some casual meeting and im not worthy of a commitment from them. Im starting to feel cheap.When im alone i cry , and i know man shouldnt do this, but i feel like my life is empty.I have nothing and im just living day to day.Its like life is passing me by.I feel unwanted and surplus.People i work with think im a happy jolly guy , but really im very sad.Sometimes i go to bed and think that if i never wakened then noone would even know.Or care. When all i really want is a nice woman to spend my time with and grow old with.But i just cant find them.Am i just undesireable ?

[Mamyalynne]

Teddy you have had great advice here from some lovely people, they have helped me at times of heartache and sadness.
Try to relax and not be too intense about things my love, also do not let yourself get too down about things.

Take care and sleep well tonight

Mamya♥

[Teddy_boy]

halifaxmum im not suicidal , i have been in the past , but i realise we only have 1 chance and posssibly i have let my opinions and maybe my emotions get th e better of my judgement? or maybe im just not emant or supposed to be happy or well i dont know . but i must go offf now . good evening

[Halifaxmum]

no problem teddy - i'm herre if u want 2 talk pal

[Halifaxmum]

herre...! i'm not german! lol

[Teddy_boy]

i cant keep talking i keep doing this and friends are
well they care btut how long can you listsen to someone whining on about things without thinking get youre self together and stop feeling sorry for yourself ok so she lefyt you ND YOURE DUMPED THATS JUST LIFE ANF I DONT KNOW .
BUT NO IM GOING BECAUSE WELL IM TIRDE AND THAt ok

[Halifaxmum]

a good friend will never tire of listening mate....hope you can get through the night...message me if you want at my email [email protected], lots of love x