Really upset....

[peppy]

I lost my Mum in January, and am finding it so hard to deal with. It seems to have changed who I am totally, but I am trying so hard not to put it my grief on Mr.P, then all of a sudden I explode. Any help would be appreciated x x

[Spcl22]

Hi Peppy,

I just really wanted to send you lots and lots of hugs. So here goes...

Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug

Also, just wanted to say how nice it is for everyone offering Mr and Mrs Peppy their support.... group hug for all.

Spl xxx

[ruthann58]

Hi Peppy i feel for you i lost my mum 5 years ago she had lived with us for the last 11years of her life and was as much my friend as my mum we used to go out together only shopping and garden centres and that sort of thing but it is only this year that i have started to go to these places on my own it felt like part of me was missing you wont ever get over the hurt and it will always be there but you get used to it and used to dealing with it and so in time you will have more good days than bad i still cry for my mum but i know she is still here i have lots of photos of her about not formal ones but daft ones like her potting up some plants on the kitchen floor with muck every where and the cat helping her i just caught her with the camera that day that one is on my kitchen wall and i smile at it every day another one of my son with his arm round her when we came home from the 2000 new year celebrations i,m not sure who was holding who up but they were both giggleing by the way she was 80 when she died she might have been that in years but not in attitude keep your chin up and lots of love and we are all here for you ruth