Hi Dris
Not been on here for a week. Just out of hospital.
You are probably very uptight about the coming trial, plus the fact the papers will be full of it.
The thought of reliving and going through the trauma of what happened, I am guessing, is frightening you. Don't blame you either.
Trying to deal with your own sadness is one thing, but when you are trying to shield your kids, then it is a hundred times worse.
Afraid you cannot take the hurt from them Dris, as much as you would want to do.
Just be there for them, youngsters cope better than we give them credit for.
Give yourself, and them, time to grieve after the trial. Not an easy task, being forced to relive the past events but you will get there.
After that, it will be time to move on, as you are all in limbo at the moment.
The waiting is the worst but you will get there, I promise. xx